You're not here now, but it's okay.
I know that I will see you in four hours.
Just like how you wont be here, but it will be okay.
Hours are indefinite, but I will see you eventually ♥

“What do you really want?” I asked him impatiently. “You, I want you,” he replied. I wasn’t buying it. I turned to walk away, when he stopped me. “I want that part of you that gets excited when you hear the ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people die in movies. The part that cares much more than what she wears. The part where she can totally be herself. The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The part where she could never give up a stuffed animal, cause she’ll feel bad for it. The part where she wants me, too. That’s what I really want.”

/eletheowl.tumblr

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It's almost 4am, and i'm tired but no, I dont want to go to sleep.. yet. Somehow trying to grasp lost time. Have not been faithful in uploading my pictures (nt that it rly matters), and when I finally did just now, my oh my did I realised how fast August went by. Certainly feels like I'm in a time-based game and someone just went to Settings, changed the time and date, and suddenly, I am just a month away from the start of my final year. I know that once my final year starts, life's gna get a hundred times more busy and stressful than it is now. I do miss the busyness of school but hiiii, i'm not done holidaying lol. That said, I cant wait to finish my course because then, it would mark a new beginning in my life.

“I will dream of you even when I can feel you lying next to me.”

/Tyler Knott Gregson

I'm damn bored. All my plans were cancelled/postponed.
A sign that I should do my work today lol.
But I wna do sth, like watch a movie or have tea !

DIY-DYE

I dyed my hair ! For quite a while already lol. I wanted to dye before ndp (yess I went for ndp, will talk about that another time !!) but thought I should keep my red hair (which is not even red anymore) for the occasion ahaha anyway, I used leise bubble dye; super easy to do. I took pictures !

Some before pictures..


Armed with gloves and etc.


Here's the after result !

(yes thats my bro behind haha)

So much better right ! Not so ahlian already hahaha :D

01AUG

“With every moment we share, every smile, every touch, I become more certain that in you, I’ve found something I’ve looked for a very long time. I don’t know what the future holds, but I do know how much your love excites me and how happy I feel when I’m with you. And, from this day forward, that’s more than enough.”

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One by one, you lighted up a heart
Bit by bit, you light up my heart ♥

Even the stars we see
are only a kind of memory,
already dead for years.

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Christmas came early today.
My dad gave us each an iPad as a surprise lik omgg. Haha, I'm using it now to blog !! The keypad is not as bad as i thought. You can actually type on it like how you type on your laptop.. Just use for a while and you'll be used to it alr..!

Anyhows, the past few days have been crazy, but all iz well.
And after monday, it's time for me to start researching on my third year project and thesis. So if you see me, pls ask me about it so that I will feel the urgency hahaha ayeee.

*sniff* *sniff*
*sniff sniff* *sniff sniff*

:)

The Notebook ♥

LOSING SIGHT

Why am I still here, when you're already home.

DROWN

This is Tzuki's friend, Natasha, iphone cover !! So cute right. I want a BB one :( haha my current one's cracking.

Anyway, I'm so tired lol.
I slept from from 12am to 11pm, and then I took a nap from 5pm to almost 7pm and I still feel so sleepy hahaha

Cant wait for icecream !

Really old, but one of my favourites ♥


Ever since I've been given the responsibility of a cgl, I've become more aware of my imperfections and how flawed I am. It's not a bad thing.. because I've learnt to be more dependent on God. Titles aside, it really just means a whole new level of putting aside self, being broken, serving others, increasing availability. I often find myself struggling between taking the easy way out and allowing myself to be discomforted. It's been a long (and short, at the same time) journey. Fighting, failing, and picking myself up again. And here I am now, facing my demons yet again.

Perseverance.

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Yes, I do realised my blog entries have become quite uhh revolved around one thing ahahaha so I shall attempt to write abt something else today.

I think I've become an expert in cooking almost hard-boiled eggs haha, yknow when the yolk is still really yellow, and just solidified so it's not hardened, but really soft yolk ? HAHA yes. I've got pictures in my phone but I'm lazy to upload them to my lappie now, so.

And, I am currently building up a list of awesome food places in London (mainly cafes cos I dont have money for restaurants hahaha) that I've been to or really want to check out. Speaking of which, I am feeling hungry now..

And if you're in Singapore, please help me look out for any temporary jobs mmkay. I'm in (desperate) need of a job :< I dont mind anything, really, though I do prefer retail/admin to being say, a waitress in a restaurant (I cannot carry and serve heavy plates); working at somewhere creative would be ideal.

Or just be able to call/text for that matter :)

The weather is cold, I'm actually sipping tea now and becoming Brit.

PERSPECTIVE

This is for those on a facebook fast ahaha you know who you are ;) Wahaha nah uh. My hair's super qiaoing at both sides today and Tzuk says I look like strawberry shortcake (gosh i typed shortberry shortcake, this is what weaving does to you -_-). It's not that obvious here though..

I cant wait for MONDAY. Omgomgomgomg

MOMENTS

I dont think I've ever frown this much in a day before. Crepewool is my enemy now. Really not liking this project, boo. I dint think the day would get any worse, but I was soaked in rain by the time I got home >:( Anyhows, thank God for dirisami :) though I'm still kinda frowning, I do feel so much better. And also after a fa-qi-ing session with Tzuk, heehee. Having dinner (I cooked seafood pasta :D) now at 10pm, meh. We got chased out of the weave room earlier than usual cos it's Friday night, and Marium was lik nooo we dont have a life, let us stay till 930pm ahahahaha love that girl.

I'm going out tmr, I dont care. I want some seafood green curry from Borough market. If not, Im gng to Spitalfields for some cakes or pies muahahaha