The perfect quote for a weave designer woohoot.

"I want to write on a rock I miss you and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to miss you."

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I wont actually do that.. I really miss you :'( This is actually much harder than I thought it would be, who knew three hours more could make such a huge difference.

ALWAYS,

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

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be it 10495 miles or 8 hours apart,
♥ your valentine

It may be that when we no longer know what to do, we have come to our real work and when we no longer know which way to go, we have begun our real journey.

/Wendell Berry

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Just took a look at my timetable. Three-ish more months to my final deadline. Five more months till I graduate. Twenty weeks of London, and the rest of UK/Europe/whereverIcouldhavtravelledto left. Omgg. That. Is. Fast. I only just turned year 3 !! D: The past few weeks have been a blur. I feel like a fat kid, only going out of the house for food (i.e. KFC). It's too cold, and why am I still sick !? Finally went to see the doc today haha

So not looking forward to being thrown out of the student life :(
But till then.. I am excited for Florence and the Machine in March, and Foster the People in April :D And I am looking forward to Summer already, bought myself a swimsuit already HAHA ohh yes.

There is this part of us, that we want to get rid of, but we can't. We see it in a mirror, every day. Or, as we fly by sky-scraper windows. Or the ones who describe us - the ones who remind us of us. Anti-narcissism is narcissism, at it's finest. We'll find it, through self hate, subconscious self indulgence, or even our leisurely daily ego trip.

/Elle Jay

And now, you'll have more room for happyness.
It will only get better,
Better together ♥

I told you your dreams would come true

“I waste at least an hour every day lying in bed. Then I waste time pacing. I waste time thinking. I waste time being quiet and not saying anything because I'm afraid I'll stutter.”

/It's Kind of a Funny Story, Ned Vizzini

“There are never enough ‘I love yous’.”
/Lenny Bruce

"Even though she doesn't believe in love, He's determined to call her bluff."

TILL-

Have been working on my dissertation.
But all I want to do is to stay in bed, float in memories and lose track of time till-

You take me by surprise.
From now on, we dance.
Nevermind the lyrics; the song is but just an accompaniment to the music in our hearts, the pulse of us.

You take me by surprise, again.
This time, humming.
Only You

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Thank you my love.
Last night meant so much and was yet another example of how you never fail to amaze me. You have no idea, how much you've changed my life.

HELLO 2012

Tonight
We are young
so let's set the world on fire
we can burn brighter
than the sun

REALITY BLURRED

I woke up from a dream today.
I dreamt that my baby came to find me in London and we spent December, Christmas and New Year's together. A dream so real a part of me is gone now, and so surreal I cant believe it happened. I will meet you again. Some time, this year. In yet another timeless dream.

I love you Benjamin Ong ♥

I still cant believe today actually happened !?
The lovely boys are sleeping.. Actually, everybody is except me haha, i'm still in a 'what-just-happened' mode. Yes it's 6 in the morning.. I did sleep, but woke up halfway. Best day ever. I knew something was up. But still, i cant even.

Ohmahgahhhhhhhhhhh

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I feel kinda lost now that assessment's over HAHA
Okay, I do know what I still have to do (dissertation and research work), just that life is just more.. laidback now :D
I painted my nails last night ! Lik, properly finally. Heheh, they look like cupcake icing now ^^



Anyhows, I somehow feel there's something fishy going on ?? But I shall not think too much, as I always do haha..

These dreams under my pillow
In the twilight of these white nights

I am stressed.
I finally got hit by the stressbug >:(
I want a hug.
Or maybe not. I think I'd cry if someone were to hug me now.
I want my boyfriend lik, here with me :(
But I am not fussy. I could do with twirl. Or cupcakes. Or really good rocky road. Or ice cream. Milkshake ? A good burger ? Haha..
My head feels like a bundle of ...!? ready to spill out or burst any time.
I've got so much so much to do, but I dont even know what to do.

Ohmygosh.

(by the way, the picture above is drawn using a ball-point pen...... amazing or what.)

BETWEEN TWO LUNGS

Wow. First time I actually have that many notes on tumblr. 81 notes. First time I actually have more than 10 LOL. And it's only because it's McQueen we're talking about haha

Seriously. Stupid period. I'm having a huge craving for twirl and it's actually distracting me from my school work. You have to try it if you can. It's similar to cadbury flake (twirl is produced by cadbury too..) but more intense. I got Mercy addicted to it, and I intend to spread that love further.

Cant wait for Friday. Then December. Then 2012.