Precisely.

/

Mercy: Hey, do you wanna go for lunch?
Me: The canteen? It's open and serving food?
Mercy: Yea, it is. Everything's as usual, it's like we're not on holidays.

Maybe thats why I've been sleeping an awful lot more these days.
Repeat (Wake up (I'm still here), go back to sleep)

Bad day, period.

And it's breaking over me,
A thousand miles down to the sea bed,
Found the place to rest my head.

Never let me go, never let me go.
Never let me go, never let me go.

And the arms of the ocean are carrying me,
And all this devotion was rushing out of me,
And the crashes are heaven, for a sinner like me,
The arms of the ocean deliver me.

“I don’t have a fear of commitment. I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up. I screw things up, especially with people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be close, I get confused. I don’t understand all of it, but I keep pushing because I hope this thing, this universe, there’s no way that I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad, if I want it, someone else out there must too.”

/eletheowl.tumblr

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I think I spent the whole of today just missing you.
It's already an hour past the day and somehow yet, I do not want the day to end, for I would rather miss you than do anything else at this moment.

Mermaid Motel/ Oh Say Can You See/ Pawn Shop Blues/ Put Me in a Movie/

I am a dreamer. I know so little of real life that I just can’t help re-living such moments as these in my dreams, for such moments are something I have very rarely experienced. I am going to dream about you the whole night, the whole week, the whole year.

/White Nights, Fyodor Dostoyevsky

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We've finally passed the halfway mark :) happy seventh month love ♥

I cant open my eyes.
My heart and my mind, my body, are in conflict.

It is,
that my heart ached even when I was asleep.
I wished I was awake and when I was, I wished I never woke up.
The world is moving on; I wish the morning stayed, but half the day has already begun.





But it is not just me, for I know it's we.