The more intensely we feel about an idea or a goal, the more assuredly the idea, buried deep in our subconscious, will direct us along the path to its fulfillment.

/Ysabel Yaneza

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My lifegroup (or rather, the fact that He actually entrusts such a responsibility to me), has always been one of the three main things I thank God for.

I'm not a perfect (very imperfect, in fact) person, much less a leader. But I was really encouraged by my lifegroup members today ! Makes me want to keep on keeping on. They are what the lifegroup is. True, a team is a group of people who may not be equal in experience, talent, or education, but in commitment (Patricia Fripp). I dont know if it's very bold of me to say this aha but I want and pray for Holborn Lifegroup to be a Team. And of course, I'm not leading this Team alone; let's not forget moi co-leader Adam who I feel is very different from me aha but we're a team nonetheless.

I've been thinking about loads of things.
Mainly about you and i, and our journey so far.
I thought about how we embarked on this journey; how crazy this whole thing is, and how everything just crazily came together. I dont know what exactly went through my rationale and logical mind to go for it, and of course, there's still a long way to go.. but I've got a feeling, that this would be the best leap of faith I would ever have leapt.

11:11

If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Crush. It's funny how the same word for the feeling of disappointment can be used for the feeling of attraction. The Oxford English Dictionary states one of the meanings for the word crushed as "a strong and unreasoning, but transitory attachment.

/Cashback

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All but just a glimpse, a little more.
I wonder if you'll ever know.

PHIL 4:8

..whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.

Long bus rides, making my head dizzy with you

Just painted my nails ^^
Hairpeaaa

JUST WNA SAY I LOVE MY CHURCH CHC VERY MUCH :D ♥ :D ♥ :D
ALRIGHTY, GNA SEE MY MUMMY IN ABOUT 2-3HOURS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hands down, I'm too proud for love
But with eyes shut, it's you I'm thinking of

WRITING TO REACH YOU

Anticipation building up to nothing.
Yes, I do realise you do and dont exist.


Just got off the phone; nice to know people miss hanging out with me ahaha :D Dint have any plans for tmr night buuuttt it occurred to me that I dont get days/nights off from schoolwork very much, so I'm gng out yay.

So excuse me while I go get my life back.

I don't know who you are. Or whether you're a man or a woman. I may never see you or cry with you or get drunk with you. But I love you. I hope that you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better, and that one day people have roses again. I wish I could kiss you.

/V for Vendetta

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Why does all the days before and after Today feel so far away.
Seems forever since I've been here, and seems forever before I'm back agnnn.

#PRAY FOR JAPAN

While we're thankful that we're in a safe country, let's not forget those who are suffering out there, and help in any ways we can (prayerfully and practically).

http://www.redcross.org.sg/Japan-Disaster-2011.phtml

http://www.redcross.org.uk/Donate-Now/Make-a-single-donation/Japan-Tsunami-Appeal

I'M YOURS

I sit by the window,
Watching the air that you breathe,
So far away

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Yes, I got my back my whiteberry :D

Sometimes, I just refuses to sleep yknow.
Lik, there's nothing to do already (ya ya, in denial haha) and I'm still up.
(trying to find something (else) to do, lik, taking pictures of myself hahahaha)

#ways of relieving stress
#trying to get time to pass slower and faster at the same time

PSALMS 62

Truly my soul silently waits for God;
From Him comes my salvation.
He only is my rock and my salvation;
He is my defense;
I shall not be greatly moved.

How long will you attack a man?
You shall be slain, all of you,
Like a leaning wall and a tottering fence.
They only consult to cast him down from his high position;
They delight in lies;
They bless with their mouth,
But they curse inwardly. Selah

My soul, wait silently for God alone,
For my expectation is from Him.
He only is my rock and my salvation;
He is my defense;
I shall not be moved.
In God is my salvation and my glory;
The rock of my strength,
And my refuge, is in God.

Trust in Him at all times, you people;
Pour out your heart before Him;
God is a refuge for us. Selah

Surely men of low degree are a vapor,
Men of high degree are a lie;
If they are weighed on the scales,
They are altogether lighter than vapor.
Do not trust in oppression,
Nor vainly hope in robbery;
If riches increase,
Do not set your heart on them.

God has spoken once,
Twice I have heard this:
That power belongs to God.
Also to You, O Lord, belongs mercy;
For You render to each one according to his work.

"I’m afraid that sometimes you’ll play lonely games too.
Games you can’t win ‘cause you’ll play against you."
/Dr. Seuss

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My scalp is really dry now due to the bleaching and dyeing :(
And feeling f a t, and stressed.
But all iz well, still. Or if not, it will be.

Once again, thank God, thank you.
I can feel the ease setting in.
Am looking forward to Otford tmr agn, though I'm gna try and do my windings there aha :s

CUALACINO

The mark left on a table by a cold glass

When you ruin everything just like you thought you would.
And now you're left out cold. Wailing-
Get the ice, you'll be fine.

Extremes.
Too much, too little To hell with feelings
Where's your frigging balance

NEUROMODULATORS

serotonin happiness, satisfaction
dopamine love, passion, pleasure
acetylcholine learning, memory, dreaming

Would love to have such a necklace !
I googled it, found it on etsy but it's sold out I thinkk, baahh.
But it costs lik 95USD anywayyy, boo :( :( :(

Men cannot know what it is to be together without otherwise knowing what it is to be apart. If all the world were love, then, how could love exist? This is why we turn away from each other on moments of great happiness and closeness. How can we know happiness and closeness without contrasting them, like lights?

/Jack Kerouac from a letter to Allen Ginsberg, September, 1948

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I realised that ever since my bb crashed, I've really come to appreciate all the times we are able to talk, much more. And I'm using my free minutes and texts more too haha

So happy today, finally got to skype with Shimmy after so long ! I'm a happy bunny :D

{♥}

Painted my nails while watching Black Swan to distract myself, cos I heard it's really quite scary haha and it was; made me smudged a few times ahaha

Très fatigué.
Bon soir.

Up on melancholy hill
A manatee
Just looking out on the day
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

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Ahh, Damon Alban- my initial muse ♥

Violet Red Orange :)
I dont think I'll be dyeing my hair for the next one whole year or sth haha cos my scalp felt stingy when they bleached it today and now it's a lil sore so I'm scared :s gna wash my hair later with all the new haircare products I bought using my bodyshop voucher ahaha

I think I sorta look like I'm wearing a wig in the picture ? Hahaha

I wanted to blog quite a number of things, but I forgot.

Soo, if you dont already know, my Whiteberry crashed :s
Dont ask me how or why, I've no idea, and the people cldnt give me an answer either ! I thought they'd give me a new whiteberry since it's only been what, less than two months ? But no :(

..Introducing my new phone,



Yes, I'm back to good old(er) nokia. My prev nokia cldnt send out text msgs zz soo yeah. No BBM, no whatsapp; boo hoo. For two weeks longg. If you needta msg me and you're in lovely Singapore, facebook me :D

I've been hiding my hair in a beanie cos #1 I dont want to show my ugly dye, and #2 weather's been crazy cold >:o (im binging like mad; just finished one whole can of pringles :<)

I like my sides ^^



Cant wait to colour my hairrr
hope it's a good colour x

“I had a girlfriend once, and I wanted to give her a photo of my heart. Like a x-ray of my heart. So I went to my doctor and complained about pains in my chest and stuff like that. He listened to me and looked at me and said, “There’s nothing wrong with you”. So I told him about my plan, and he liked it, so he sent me to the hospital and got an x-ray, after some blood tests.”

/Pete Wentz

COULD YOU

“I wish I was a little kid again. I want someone to take care of me. I want someone to clean up my messes and remind me what’s right from wrong. I want to be awed at, even if what I’m doing isn’t that cute. I want to be yelled at before I make the same mistakes again and I want to be held in someone else’s arms while I cry my heart out.”

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I miss home. I miss everyone.
The weather's not helping (so is Wayne's world aha zz).
So happy my mummy is coming over.

21st Century. Too reliant on technology sometimes,
we dont know how to talk anymore face to face.

And I'm Sorry I threw everything on you.

And so, this is how my March begins.
Ya I know I look like a mushroom now hahaha
Will be colouring it this Friday.