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Monday, November 30, 2009



Wah I skyped with Justine Chu for three hours straight today. Shld have screenshot our conversation box, heelarious.

I'm still hating the weather >:(
On a happier note, my parents are coming over ! Lik, real soon !! Meaning, sch will be over soon too :D :D :D Can you hear me say awwwwwwesome ? Cant wait cant wait ! Teeheehee. Zomgzomg okay, I cant wait for the weekend to come agn !!!

OK. I SHLD REALLY GET BACK TO WORK.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

HAPPY DAY

Mads Teglers


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Wah, now is really the season. Within a week, there are already four people I know in London who just got attached. And there are definitely more to come hehehe.

And today's service- AWESOME. Alex and Nat were baptised :D



I rmbed I promised to talk about Weekend Away, but I'm too lazy and it's been a week already haha shall let the pictures do the talking.


Hope your Sunday was as :D as mine, if not, hope this helps !

via loveydreams.tumblr

SIDETRACK



Sometimes, I still hear that little voice in me encouraging those sad thoughts of those happy memories.

And it's days like these that makes me glad to have made the decision to end it as soon as it had begun; so that even though we were falling, it would not have been too deep for us to climb out of.

But I wished I had followed my head and not my heart, and come to that decision earlier. It would have saved us both the pain and misery.

DAUL KIM









I am quite sadden by the news of her death. Even though I dont know much about her. It makes me wonder what our world is becoming into. And she's only 22. Reading some of her blog entries, I think what she really needed was God's love. I dont know, it's really quite sad :(

Saturday, November 28, 2009

COOOOTIES



FYI
Urban Dictionary: Cooties are an imaginary affliction from childhood. When children reach the age where they notice the sexes are different, the children claim a member of the opposite opposite sex will give you "cooties" if they touch you. It's a way of little girls telling other little girls not to play with boys and vice versa

To put it simply, it's an invisible bug thats on boys and girls. You get cootiefied after hanging out and being close to the opposite sex.

E.g. You played with little Jimmy? Ooow, you're going to get cooties.


lmao.

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It was 5pm but the sky was as dark as 9pm. And I kept thinking it's dinner time, and so does my stomach. And now it's dinnertime, but I'm not that hungry anymore. I've more or less finished my essay. I exceeded the word limit by 200+ words though >:O To think I still have more to write about. OHWELL. At least I know I wont be staying up till the next morning tmr. I was surprised I woke up at 1430 today, as I only went to bed at 0730. Not bad.

I hate the weather now. I'm wearing my gloves now as I'm typing cos it's so cold, it's @(*%^$P@)$&#()_!

Anyhows.
After Monday, I'll be left with knit final, weave visualizations, print stuff, colour charts blablah, and all the sketchbook work. After 11 December, it's Playtime :D

Oh right. Almost forgot. 3D work.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

TATTOOISM ?



Things are because we see them, and what we see, and how we see it, depends on the Arts that influenced us. To look at a thing is very different from seeing a thing. One does not see anything until one sees its beauty. Then, and then only, does it comes into existence.
/Decay of Lying, Oscar Wilde

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Another day of painting colours from dark to light, and light to dark; makes you zone out after awhile.

OK. I wanted to blog about sth which I cant rmb now, and I've totally lost my mood to blog already haha au revoir !

Tuesday, November 24, 2009




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I just showered, and finally rid my hair of any white acrylic residue. I'm such a klutz when it comes to painting; while others finish their paintings gracefully and oh-so-neatly, I'm getting paint all over my fingers, hands and arms.. and hair. WHITE PAINT SOMEMORE. Jeny had to help me wash it in class hahahha omgosh.

I think my essay is driving me crazy; I dreamt of my topic last night :X But Thank God, I've only got my essay to hand in on Monday ! I found out today I've got another week for the rest :D Anyway, I was trying to type out the questions for an email interview, and I'd to keep asking my brother to help me rephrase them and check my grammar, which really shows how long I've not been writing. Blogging is different, cos I can get all informal and singlish, and get away with it.

Will talk about Weekendaway another time.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Zhang Jingna

Perhaps, it was a wish that followed me into my dreams.

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I went to bed early today, cos I was feeling so so tired. And I laid there for what felt like hours, and realised that I was still awake. No, I was actually wide awake. I actually laid there for an hour. I really thought I was asleep. I rmb someone once told me that if you pretend or think that you're asleep, and just lie still with your eyes closed, you will fall asleep. Sorry to say, it doesnt work that way.

Oh yknow, I strained my left calf muscle.
& What are the chances of that happening when I'm in London where walking is the highest level of exercise :O ! I think it was on Tues while I was rushing to college; walking at the fastest speed possible (cos running is not cool at all), and walking up the two super long escalators without stopping (cos it's not cool to do so too). And it's not like I've not done it before anyway hehehe. But I guess I was rushing alil more than usual. Why, cos I was ALREADY late. Not like, five or ten minutes late. But thirty, forty minutes late.

I am craving right now, for cupcakes :( Or some milk choc biscuits. Or mayb, chips. But I've finished all of my snacks. And I feel so sinful now. Cos I'm eating B&J's Chocolate Fudge Brownie, haha not exactly cupcakes/biscuits/chips, but it's the only junkfood I've left. I've not been able to shop for groceries cos by the time work's done, Morrisons/Waitrose' already closed :(

Ok I'm feeling sleepy now.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

TUESDAY BLUES



Bear with my whining.
Theres Student Weekend Away this week. Production this week too. And theres so many things to do. I think I'll be stressed next week, and the thought of it makes me feel kind of :|. Came back from college not too long ago. And I am feeling so sian. I'm eating the hobnobs meant for tmr's breakfast now. I dont think I'm gna pack my lunch for tmr anymore :( I dont even know why I'm still up, cos there's nothing left for me to do, but I am too sian now to go to sleep hahaha. Actually, my 3D proj stuff are lik staring at me now. HAIYAR.

Anyhoos.
If you're looking for the perfect skinnies, I'd recommend River Island's. Cindy and I tried them on for fun the other day and zomggg, it was ♥ ♥ ♥ !! Super fitting and comfortable. She bought two pairs. Sadly though, I dint get them. And I wont, anytime soon. But anyway, it's more affordable (and more value-for-money I feel) than others I own/have tried before, lik Levis, Miss Sixty, Guess, DKNY and.. New Future HAHAHA.

Ok Bye !

Monday, November 16, 2009

YOU'LL ENDURE




But you can't count it on your fingers
cos there's more than you think


Dont you ever think about it?
Of course I do. A hell lot of times.


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Money came in today, just in time ! Will def be able to survive at least till my parents come over hahaha Ahh, I love my mum ! If not, I dont think I'll truly enjoy my day at Ottolenghi (& I love my mum all the time, not just when she gives me money in time to go out k haha). I secretly took pictures using my phone in the place cos they dont allow photo-taking ! And I swear my phone takes better pictures than my camera :O I dont even have to edit any of the lightings or colours !


Pretty food ♥


And Gordon baked this for my bday. Or so he claims. Haha, doesnt look that impressive compared to the above, but it is very good ! FYI, the white dot on top is a coffee bean !!

Next stop: PEYTON and BRYNE :D

Sunday, November 15, 2009



"I've been thinking lately, about how things have turned out and how I'm coping. I've thought about girls with their boyfriends in the army, the whining about parting, about girls who are in long-distance r/s, the girls who keep themselves busy, the girls who feel like each day is another challenge, the girls who cope with gritted teeth and clenched fists, the girls who are lucky enough to have the person they love with them in the same school, same faculty, same classes and not know how fortunate they are, the girls who think they know loneliness but don't, the girls who have love and insist on showing it off like a cheap handkerchief to the world, the girls who are still dreaming about the one who is coming, the girls who are going through heartbreak, the girls who are trying to take back their heart from someone who captured it and didn't deserve to have it, the girls who become stronger, who wake up one day and find that they are whole and complete and they don't need someone in their lives."

http://wednesdayelegy.blogspot.com/

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I know theres the whole Blackberry vs iPhone thing going on; and personally, if I were to get one, I'll choose the Blackberry (: In fact, I've been looking at various networks' contracts but I dont think I'll get one just yet. Plus, I found out both my dad and brother just got one ! JEALOUS.!

Have been under the influence of Cindy, and now I've become a Body Shop fan ! Hahaha :D For starters, you can take a look at their Vitamin E range ! Good stuff.

Body Shop

And because it's my birthday month, I've got a £5 gift to be collected :D Life is good.. HAHA okay.


I'm happy for you,
but are we going to play pretend till we meet again


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Turns out, I'm not going to RAA tmr. Or packing lunch. I forgot I made plans for 15nov already, about three weeks ago hahahah but haiyah, after tmr, no more going out for good food already lah. Or even going out :(

Have been listening to alot of Ingrid Michaelson ! & I came across this rly cute video of one of her songs, but embedding is disabled, sooo click here to watch (:

Saturday, November 14, 2009

YOU AND I



lets get rich and build a house on a mountain
making everybody look like ants

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Had a good sleep last night :D Though I woke up really late..! Did work the whole day, but it's been kind of slow. Aye, still good I guess ! I just had dinner, but I'm still hungryy (what's new). Chewing Jelly Tots. Craving for.. twisties, HAHA.

Hmm. Cant believe I'm left with half the weekends already. I need to do two things tmr before church; buy my book, and go to RAA. But before that, I need to think of what to eat for both breakfast and lunch. And also what I shld prepare for lunch and dinner on Monday.. and Tuesday. Yeah, I plan that far ahead.

Friday, November 13, 2009

FRIDAY the 13TH



LMAO.

I've tried three kinds of toast over the past weeks. Ham&Cheese, Mushroom&Cheese and Sausage&Cheese ! I think Mushroom&Cheese's the tastiest ! But I use one can of mushrooms for just one day (two toasts), which is depressing, as one packet of ham/sausages can last me a few days of toasts for breakfast/lunch ! HAIYAR.

Anyhows, a random fact ! The word paiseh is from Taiwan !! Hahaha, I dont know if you already knew that, but I dint until today ! And my brother's coming over later :D

Anyway, I shld finish up my birthday thing hahaha
We were supposed to pack our own dinner, pig out at Battersea Park while waiting for the fireworks. But then, all of us were late ! Hahaha, I was like the one of the last to each Pimlico station and was lik super paiseh, but I got a surprise when I reached the station !


(Be glad I dint make an animation out of it heheh, though posting this makes me feel like a narcissist :d)

And then, we began our one hour long walk to Battersea Park ! The journey there was torturous ! Our feet were aching and it was freezzzzing cold, I tell you ! Lik, 6degrees ?! Our fingers were so cold we cldnt type on our phones ! And when we finally reached, it was uper crowded !! Had to queue to get through the gates; it was something like queuing for service, but not so orderly :>

But after passing through gates, it was :D :D :D !
The bonfire started soon after..



And then the fireworks !





VERY PRETTY ! Totally made the walk/cold/wait/6pounds all worthwhile (: But after it ended, we got reminded that we were cold, tired and hungry hahah but yay, I finally caught the fireworks I wanted to catch last year ! :D You can view more pictures here !

This year's the best birthday ever ♥ I felt especially blessed and loved. I actually prayed to God weeks ago, to surprise me (hahah yes one of my silly prayers). And He did, not just through my birthday, but in so many ways ! God is infinitely good !!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

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Taken during Weave

The greatest happiness of life it the conviction that we are loved -- loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.
/Victor Hugo

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It's hard not to snack when the weather's cold, and you're doing work. Well, having less than 50pounds in my bank right now is helping me with that. I'm not sure if thats a good thing though. I can actually survive on 50pounds till mid-december, but the thing is, just topping up my oyster card for the next month will leave me with pounds too little to be withdrawn. I know what you're thinking, but not all of my money went to shopping lah ! :(

Anyway, a new list of things I need to do !!
; Three samples of 3D WORK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
; Another nine samples after tmr..!!
; Sketchbook work (weave)
; Finish knitting the cardboard sample (!!!!)
; Colour proj >:!@$@%)(+#@!
; 1500WORDz ESSAY :|
; Fabric manipulation........

; LatitudesLatitudesLatiudes
; TextbookExercisebookStudypack
; Somerset house
; Royal Academy of Arts

Actually, the list's pretty much the same.. with a few more things added :(

Wednesday, November 11, 2009



I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don’t care back.
And it’s not the end of the world.

I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life,
but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.

I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people,
It’s what they do about it.
I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.

I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I’ve learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can’t.


I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done
regardless of the consequences.
I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don’t know how to show it.

I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to
doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean that they don’t love each other.
And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.


I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing
and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don’t even know you.

I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.

I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I’ve learned to love
and be loved.
I’ve learned.

/I’ve Learned, Omar Washington

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

OK. I've edited the animation, does it look like OMG now !? Hahah

I'm not loving the weather now :( So cold and windy, I get headaches. And I've to wear my furry boots even when I'm home, haiyah time to get slipper-socks.

Anyway, thought I'll make a random list of things I do online when I'm bored/ need inspiration/ doing work/ taking a break from work, before I talk about my birthday #2 (which is like so over already haha) !

♥ I listen to the music playlists of Urban Outfitters, esp when I work ! (Think Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Kills and Chairlift)
♥ I also like FredFlare's ! I alternate between the two, though I prefer the former.
♥ I explore many different tumblrs when I'm bored. But there a few which I always go back to, like PaperTissue and LoveBot.
♥ And I was recently introduced to WeHeartIt by Lee Yi Ling
♥ Livejournals: InspirePlease, ModelCoutoure
SeaofShoes, NotebookDoodles.
MySoju and NatNatVip are good for KR/JP/TW/HK/MY/SG drama/movie-watching, as no downloading/signups required. The latter has english dramas too, though it's quite limited.
♥ If you're bored, looking for a laugh or just dont want to work, you can try ObnoxiousOwl ! I like.

So there, an insight to my cyberworld !

And now, if you're still interested..
I had CCL International Coffee at 1030 in the morning of 7nov !! Both Rae and I made it in time for the event, thanks to her morning call (how else would I have been able to wake up that early on a Saturday morning hehehe). The meeting was to say the least, good !! Shared a panini with Jiayi for breakfast ! It was also the first time I tried an Eggnog latte- VERY NICE :D

& I was first surprised by Angie ! She gave me an Andy Warhol book :D


And then by Rae, who presented me a Hello Kitty pouch filled with meaningful random things hahaha


Headed to Ciao Bella Restaurant (recommended by Ryan) for lunch. The food was zomgloveee. Shared the pasta with Jiayi (:



Anyhows, I shall stop here cos my neck's aching rly badly now, and I should do some work before it gets too late !

Sunday, November 8, 2009

EARLY MORNING LATE AT NIGHT

Hello ! OK. I think I'm going to blog my birthday in parts, cos I'm so tired just doing the first part of the day. Walau, really getting old already haha. Plus, I had to replace my layout's bkgrd picture cos the designer exceeded her bandwidth I think lol. And so, now you're looking at a print I created for one of my projects (insert msn giggling emoticon).

Anyway, my day started off when Yiling called me while I was grocery shopping ! She was lik even more excited than I am for my birthday haha ! But not me fault, it was still 6nov here when she called k. Ben, Jianhao and she sang me an awesome birthday song, and aft that, I was trying not to laugh/amchio to myself in Iceland lah hahaha.

And then somebody told me to call him when I was going to open the present given by 1989 but.. oh nvm haha, but anyway I was so excited and hairpea after opening the presents that I texted all of them.

The present !! LOVE THE BAG.


So I thought lik that was it, and was lik, yay ! But no, there was something else in the bag ! I shall re-enact what happened ok.









HAHA OK. And below's an animation of me opening the card-



HAHA omgg, I seem very free right ! I shld so be sleeping already lah.

OH EM GEE

I would really love to blog about my birthday. But I'm so tired. Basically, my whole day, starting from 0000 (GMT+8) to 2359 (GMT) can be summed up in three letters.



:D
(Hahaha okay, the animation is pretty annoying after awhile; And pardon my messy hair, was in a hurry !)

Friday, November 6, 2009

HELLO-WEEN



Again, I did not dressed up as what I thought I was going to be ! I went to Camden with Jiayi to look for a wig, but ended up buying a dress (which is much more value for money even if it costs more than a wig, cos you can wear it at anytime, whtever the occasion is) ! She, on the other hand, bought two pairs of shoes ! I almost got myself a pair of shoes too, but I RESISTED. So proud of myself, lol.

Anyway, Halloween this year was much better, largely due to the fact that I know what I was dressed up as, AND people could tell hahaha but then, someone handed the dj a mambo cd and zomgg.. it became Yiling's favourite club. And now you know who goes to mambo.

Oh and I realised you can actually give a public link to your photo albums for non-facebook users ! How very thoughtful. So if you are part of the minority, you can view my halloween pictures by clicking THIS !

Thursday, November 5, 2009

GUY FAWKES NIGHT



The littlest things that take me there

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It's Guy Fawkes Night !
Managed to catch some of the fireworks from my room's window !



I've finally sorted out my knitting samples, and finished editing my halloween pictures. And now..

1A Print on fabric
1B Fabric manipulation
2A Finish off my knit on cardboard
2B Finish off the wire knitting
2C Knit a few more samples
3 Get my cable and grafting done
4 Edit and print pictures taken today
5 Somerset House
6 Royal Academy of Arts
7A Latitudes books
7B Pg11 No.2
8 Colours project
9 3D Work

10 MY BIRTHDAY :D

Hahaha okok, still got so many things to do. I wna get them done before next week's weaving and essay-writing !!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

HERE, RIGHT HERE



You are not there. Somewhere in the future, suffering for something that hasn't happened yet. You are not there, in a place where all your worries manifest.

You are not there. Somewhere in the past, reliving your old mistakes and regrets. You are not there, in a place where memories resurrect.

You are here. Right here.

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Keep forgetting to share this..



Go watch it ! And from there, continue with part 2, part 3.. etc. Watched this before in SOT, but dint know who he was until a few weeks back ! Awesome guy :D

But if you've only 9 minutes to spare, then just watch this one !

Monday, November 2, 2009




So I put band-aids on your knees
And watch you fly away

Sunday, November 1, 2009

GET RIGHT



If you looked for things to make you feel hurt and wretched and unnecessary, you were certain to find them, more easily each time, so easily, soon, that you did not even realize you had gone out searching.
The Lovely Leave, Dorothy Parker

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It's First November !
I must say, the past one year has been.. unexpected. Lots of drama, wrongs and rightings, hiding and seeking, laughing and crying, and running along the edge of the cliff..

BUT ANYWAY, to start off the will-be busy month, I had Production today which was hectic !! It was my team's first time doing communion; and gosh, pouring red wine into tiny glass cups and cutting pitta bread into small chunks are tough jobs :O ! And carrying all the boxes up and down made me wish I was a boy, so that I'm physically stronger haha apart from that, TGIF !