"And then I laugh, because it’s so ridiculous and so gorgeous and it’s all I can do not to melt in a fit of giggles.”

/Water for Elephants, Sara Gruen

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It's been a relaxing weekend.
Going for some szechuan food later, and korean tmr :D Am gna try boba jam as well (apparently they have these yoghurt pearls), will let you know the verdict.

That’s why I love you and yet not why.
There are so many reasons, and yet so few,
for love has to be so,
involving and general,
particular and terrifying,
joyful and grieving,
flowering like the stars,
and measureless as a kiss.

/Amor, Pablo Neruda

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Next Tuesday's the end of May, woot. Told ya May was gna pass fast. June will be here soon woohoo. Not really looking forward to weaving in June but it's a short project anyway I guess. I feel like packing already.. maybe I should. Need to get cardboard boxes first. Anyway, so proud of myself today. I dint buy bubbletea and I dint buy Cafe Nerro's milkshake either. Anddd, I finally cooked Japanese curry rice. Anddddd, I finished my essay ! :D Awesome notz.

DID I MENTION

That's me chilling.

I think, I am going back to my bubble tea days omgg. And of all places, in London £.£ If I were to buy one cup everyday like how I did during SOT days, I would spend at least £100 in a month lmao. And tbh, the current balance in my bank account doesnt allow that.

Anyhows, Tzuk helped me get bubble tea just now. It's to help me be happy while writing my essay. But I've just finished it, and my essay is progressing very slowly. I am actually typing more words on facebook than in microsoft word. Who knew it wld create that much conversation honestly, like seriously; the power of bubble tea woohoo lolol waha ok high on tea sry.

GRATEFUL

For the call.
The random texts.
And the occasional bbm and whatsapp msgs.


Simplest things.
Smallest things.



Sidenote/ I am seriously as awkward as awkward can be

WRISTCUTTERS

Trying (adj).


Pam said I was totally knocked out and looked like a dead fish on Friday morning hahaha

Well, am still tired.
Mentally, emotionally.

Armed with Mocha frapp for the nighttt.

Time check: 7hours left

Things left to do:
Visualisation
Mood board
Materials
Research file
Sketchbook work

T.T

“The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay.”

/Tegan Quin

And no, I dont always say the right things.
I got it all wrong this time.

FRIDAY THE 13TH

“She’s one of those girls who doesn’t know what she’s doing, but she wants to know everything will be worth it one day. She isn’t amazing at one thing, just good at a lot of things, and that’s all she’ll ever be. She wishes she could be different, but she lives her life to the fullest anyway. All she truly needs is love to keep her sane. She looks at her world like it’s a book, with pages being read every day. She’s her own worst enemy and hardest critic. She knows she has flaws and tries to accept them, even though she knows she never fully will. More than anything, though, she just wants to make a difference one day, and she wants someone to remember her name.”

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Had a nightmare.

I never actually am a believer of Friday the 13th.
But yesterday, I literally had a nightmare. Still having one.
I became the cause of my nightmare- and all I can think was/is see you ruined it like I knew you would.

Still,
I want to thank God for my lifegroup, or I wldnt know how I was gng to go through last night. Probably watch some more Vampire Diaries and mope around. To be honest, I really wasnt up for hosting at all, and stomach cramps werent helping (and still not helping). But as the night went by, by God's grace and mercy, I actually started to feel better.

Andddd, pray for me if you can haha
I've got a major project deadline on Thursday and I'm freaking out, cos the materials I ordered have not arrived, so the later they arrived, the higher the possibility of me pulling more than just one all-nighter. The best is if it arrives on Thursday, and I'll fail. Andddd, my 2000words essay is due at the end of the month and so far, the only words on the doc is the words of the essay question.. so. I know 2000words is not much but I did not attend the seminar so I'm kinda lost. Yes, digging my own grave (as usual).

Larry: What were you so sad about?
Alice: Life.
Larry: What’s that then?
Alice: You want to talk about art?
Larry: I know it’s vulgar to discuss the work at the opening of the work, but somebody’s gotta do it. I’m serious. What do you think?
Alice: It’s a lie. It’s a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it’s beautiful ‘cause that’s what they want to see. But the people in the photos are sad, and alone, but the pictures make the world seem beautiful. So the exhibition’s reassuring, which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie.

/Closer

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Sat outside, for what seemed like hours.

Ok, fried onions seriously goes with anything everything hahaha look at my jacket potato, yum yum :D



And this !!!!!!!!!!!!!



Miaomiaomiao ♥
Hahaha, always nice to receive postcards and letters hehe :D

And,
CANT WAIT FOR CHEESEY TO ARRIVE HERE IN LONDON OMGG

This is for Di hahaha



Yesh, my fringe is growing longgggg.

MORNING ALL !

My brekkie which I'm proud of hahahaha cos I dint really had anything in mind. All I know is Im gng to cook onions with egg which I dont used to like very much but I think it reminds me of home so I actually craved for it lol.

Anyway, I know it looks ok only, but it tastes damn nice hahaha and it's really simple, so I'm gng to teach you lololol.

Just fry the onions at like low-medium heat (so if your stove has numbers 1-6 like mine, it'd be 3) and just keep stirring occasionally for like 10minutes. Then increase the heat to medium (4) and continue stirring occasionally. Meanwhile, add salt and pepper (dont have to add too much). Then when the onions start to brown, crack an egg and cook it scramble egg style. After that, crack another egg, but cook it sunshine egg style (this is for yolk lovers, so you can poke the yolk later and let it flow over your onions heh heh). And then, add grated cheese, and fry a bit more and you're done :D !

And it's not that fried ! I've got sore throat and after eating it, I dont feel like how I'd feel if I had french fries so yah haha (y)

THAT'S LOVE

Woot. My shoes has arrived ! Funny how it slipped my mind, and I just had this naggy feeling for the past few days that I was supposed to be expecting a package of some sort. Really nice packaging, which made me feel like buying from the website again hahaha but no, not unless I have a voucher, which I did, and so I bought the shoes for so much less than half the price (and shipping's free :D).


The order form is slipped inside this card !







Ok. It doesnt look that high right. But, it is super high. When I first saw it, I was lik O.O hahah, the highest pair of heels I've ever owned. It's pretty walkable though haha but then again, I only walked around my house in it for like what, a few minutes hahaha

Anyway, to show you how high it really is, I took a picture of it with the highest shoe I have in London (and it's a wedge) !



xoxo

A dream you dream of alone is a dream.
A dream you dream together is reality

/John Lennon

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May is here, and my oh my, it's already five days into the month ! Fast.
(Not that I'm complaining)

BAGOLOGY

Jerlene tweeted about this, and I decided to just give it a try for fun, so here's the picture of what I posted



And here's my report, which was pretty spot-on I think.

Dear Wei,
..Thank you for sharing your bag I sense you are someone with lots of inner passion and energy – you are like a battery that doesn’t run down! What I love is that your inner positivity and optimism almost seems to come from this constant source of passion for life. Of course sometimes high spirited people can come across as too strong for others – so make sure you aren’t overwhelming others especially men! I can see that you also like the feeling of inner peace, and finding a sense of tranquillity – maybe this surprises others! You are expressive and creative and someone who likes to follow new ideas, new paths or pursue opportunities. You should have a good sense/ gut feel for what is a good idea for you to follow. Don’t forget to remember your goals and make sure you are moving forward to pursue them step by step. On a note of caution, you are someone who does not like to be bored. You will find repetitive tasks very boring. You won’t suit a monotonous life style so make sure others are not trying to make you live one! I think (despite all your energy) that you can come across as quiet. You are also tactful. Given that, make sure that you stand up for what you want and feel. For you a sense of happiness I feel comes from laughing with friends and being around bright people. I think your energy comes in many different forms and is your sweetest gift of all.

Go try it here ! All you have to do is 'like' the page, take a picture of your bag contents, and just post it up to their wall !

“I complimented her bracelet during rehearsal and she replied ‘You think so? Thanks.’ It is an Alexander McQueen bangle, a simple hoop with two skulls facing each other at the ends. Wordlessly she smiles, removes it and places it on my wrist, gently handcuffing me. ‘It’s okay. Keep it. To remind you of me.’ I look at her and it makes me feel still. Then, looking into her eyes, quietly I say: ‘I don’t need anything to remind me of you.’ That is how I fell in love. Throughout (the VMAs) I carried the bracelet in my pocket. Even though she was there.”

/Russell Brand talking about the moment he fell in love with Katy Perry