life in london

"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

/Maya Angelou

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The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

In between alarms gng off, there are always moments in my semi-conscious state, where I've to make a decision; to wake up there and then, or sleep just alittle teeny weeny bit more. And once I've decided, there's no turning back (in the case of the latter). I'm either early (though not that often), just on time, or very late. Yes, I'm either not late, or very late (usually resulting in a plan B or the cancellation of appointments :S) haha

I think it's the same with almost anything else.
There are alot of things I would like to do. But we all know that wanting to do something, and actually doing it, are different. Sometimes, even before doing anything, I think about all the problems (long day, tired, lack of sleep etc.), get lazy, and decide to just procrastinate (sleep alil more), and I end up not doing anything at all (cancelling my appts), or deciding to do sth easier (plan Bs). I need to crucify my flesh more haa

And I like the feeling after morning prayer meetings. I dont know, it just feels fresh. Like I'm young again, with endless possibilities. It's like, if I can wake up that early to pray, I can do almost anything else haha !